Day 292 art meditation … December 12 …  

Advent calendar door day 12 … 

Let’s see how many more times my flight departure time gets moved? Right now we are at count #4.

Posting more Senga/Anne Art. Senga’s “OAAKA - AO”.

I did meet my self-induced deadline to write a note to contact Senga, but now that she is on a break until September of next year, it bides me a little time to think about WHY I’m contacting her. I think my intention is simple …. I want to honor her and her art. I want to say heart things that need to be said. I want to honor my own voice. 

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As I contemplate spending 2 weeks with my beloved parents, I am realizing that a measure of growth is that I don’t want to quit any more. There was a time not too recently when I wanted to crawl back home, the failure daughter, the “she sure did try daughter”, “Gosh at least we have Erika Susan and Chris” (LOL) - and just go back to baking, cooking, making dinner parties, hiking, just everything I loved about Pennsylvania. There was even a time when I was too ashamed to go home. I didn’t want to run into anyone in our small town.

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But now I can go back and I don’t care who I run into. There is a certain amount of self esteem that comes from just having tried.

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And the most important thing now is that I feel FULL with my Heart. I know all that is within me and I am committed to bringing it all forth. 

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Now, we can bake Christmas cookies, I can cook dinners for my parents if my Mom will let me in the kitchen, we can bask in each other’s company and be completely grateful.  

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One of my five love languages is quality time and this will be that. 

So much gratitude, 

Xo Anne

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