Day 304 art meditation … Advent calendar door day December 25

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There are two members of my huge family who are completely filled with light and love and soul and heart.  It’s a good reminder that love really does feel good and WIDE. 

One of you coaches posted something about ‘all-I-want-for-Christmas’ and were pretty detailed about just how many IG followers you are trying to get, etc. Being specific about the quantity kind of startled me, because I have pretty specific dreams too, with specific numbers involving money. I’m specific about it because I am trying something NEW.

I considered posting this information but instead, sent them to my beloved, who smiled in return - he already knows.

God already knows too. So does the Universe, except that we treat these 2 entities like they are a) different from each other and b) separate from us - but it’s all One. 

My childhood and my church-going existence ended at 19, but the idea that God knows what is in my heart is something that bridges now and then. Today I don’t experience God as external. I experience God within the depths of my heart. 

And so even though I say so much publicly, what I really want for Christmas I will keep in my Heart, between me and God and me and my boyfriend. Protection.

But what I WILL say publicly - I want a laundry line hung in my office, like Anne Lamott does, to hang up her writing “to give it air”, she says. I want to work on writing and designing one chapter at a time and hang it up on clothes pins. I like the idea of making this editing process as tactile and visual as possible. I want to use all my senses.  I like the idea of staying to connected to the way my mother still to this day uses no dryer, but hangs all her laundry up by hand … 

Xo, Anne

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