I had the most amazing, interesting and intuitive experience today. I don't know where it came from, it was so deep and real, but I had no proof, once again, other than my heart, speaking to my mind.
I set out for a speed walk in my tree filled world and my life felt completely and totally still.
It's not any kind of stillness have noticed or experienced before. Beautiful still. Solid still. Clear, bright, calm still. Yes there was music - fabulous pieces of film-soundtrack music that hit my heart until it flew ...
It was like I ended a war, or more specifically, I was in a war and it ended ... I think that kind of Peace. Or what I can imagine from movies ... Although, I will add that since three generations of my family survived World Wars, that I know somehow on a collective level in my heritage, the ending of wars was .... is Real. That kind of peace is a massive all-encompassing peace. It lasts forever, because the Before and After are so significantly different.
This was more than a stillness, it was a significant inner shift. I felt more finely TUNED than ever before - like an instrument, but more than just my flute ... fuller. Which is what we all are, Spiritual Players. It's a stillness where I feel like I don't need a thing. Just be just be just be just be and yes - more love, joy, play, beauty, create, connect, laughter, express, authentic expression, real expression, listening, but really ... just be.
